sheesh child what kind of messes have you gotten your pretty little head into?!??
oh and i miss you i miss you i miss you.
sailor moon likes dariens modest mouse i dont know i dont know i dont knwo i think so's.
because i do think so, and i carry you in my heart, i carry you in my pocket, i look at you through my eyelashes, and i snuggle up to you when i sleep.

i was thinking the other day
as i do every day, but i'll never forget that ' I Fucking Miss You '
because it set the eggs sunny side up. but, no really...
what i have been wanting to tell you is..

i appreciate you, i love every breath that comes from you,
i've been almost quite lost in a way this past however long, i can't count the days,
or the ways your mispresence has fucked me sideways.
and i mean that quite literally. jesus, i wanted this to come out better

but you mean the world to me,
you make me litterally happy,
you give the ability to make my world turn upside down,
i knew i still loved you when i read that text and my ears got red, along with my face and my heart started beating so fast... like kissing you for the first time.. you just don't know
i'm going to cry just writing this to you. if you have to be in a slight distance i understand but i think of you so much, and now since you've been slightly gone... i really know what my life is with you.

i fucking love you, i always will
you have saved me jerrod.