i feel really cracked out,

this is okay though, when ever i decide to go through

unhealthy points in my life... which tends to happen in the winter,

i find self discovery so i welcome this.

being little is great.

being imaginative is great.

drinking this coffee and staying up all night, is great.

and it's okay that i'm just waiting on something to hate but not i sir, not now.

it was storming so fierce last night, pouring rain and leaves and wind.

it was awesome, because it was still warm. i just wanted to sit outside but it wasn't the time,

seeing as if your at a party you don't just run off, unless you have someone to run off with.

i miss that. meet you by the side of your house, kay? kiss me, kay? i'll be home thanksgiving.. kay?...........

how does your heart feel after that one? ..just wondering

and letting you know that i am like a little girl when it comes to you now, you aren't a stranger, and not exactly an imaginary friend. but man, i still feel like i'm crushing on you. even though i dare to say its stronger than that.

you experience me. you re-live us. you're so happy, and then so sad and thats when you realize i'm not there. Thats when you miss me the most.. desperately. tell me i didn't imagine it. tell me that even though are bodies were in separate states our star selves shared an enchanted place. tell me sometime you had a chill on your shoulder, a flutter in your heart, just a taste of everything. tell me you whispered my name.

i'm creepy but you're cute. and uh 'and shes probably going to cry when she looks at this'

video, i just smile. i have a piece of you.

lets make new memories, okay??