everyones fallin' in love and i'm just loosin' mine.

yesterday, i flew home and i was so sad.

so sad to leave my mom, my brother, you, matt... everything

it breaks my heart into tiny pieces that i have to hold together

you are the only thing that keeps me sane while i return here,

the only thing that keeps my heart from breaking entirely into fine pieces i can't put back together again. So i decided that i need to cheer the hell up, i need to finish these online classes, i need to switch things around so i don't give myself a moment of unpleasantness.

so for new years,

i will keep moving.

i will keep reading.

i will keep loving.

Jack Kerouac

E.E cummings

This blog

A computer game

and the things

i said i'd do in my journal.

oh, well i haven't much to say that hasn't been said before

but i'll be home in seven days and i just want you to drop a line, and i want to pick up my phone, and say hello so please make it a point to do that. because your voice feels like home to me, and you are angered by my slight inability to stay consistent and i know i'm like an ocean wave, but i swear i can be better than the last crash to earth... just give me the moon, and a chance and i promise, i'll always be there for you. the consistency in tidal waves is that they always exist however large or small.