These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume.

i couldn't say it right on the phone because i'm retarded but i need this on me because for whatever reason beyond this point you are the biggest thing to ever happen to me, and i carry you in my heart.

i regret ever leaving but the future holds beauty in its breast and you are hidden in the cracks of my smile so please don't get too big headed but know that i still love you terribly so. and i know the post before said i was afraid to say such a thing, and yes i am still so afraid but you are in every inch of my soul, of my YOUniverse and you are a sparkling epiphany waiting to combust.

btw the second runner up was something you said to me, and that was when i kiss your lips i feel like sinking to the bottom of the ocean.

i can't even tell you that i love you anymore

because i'm too scared you wouldn't say it back.

can i call you and just cry?

will you tell me i'm going to be alright?

will you be alright>

i'm tired of asking myself what the fuck have i done.

you are alright aren't you?

am i the only thing that has ever held you back from audrey?

is she all you want..

do you want me?

i don't know.

There is hope, in every new seedAnd every flower, that grows on the earth And though I love you, and you know that Well I no longer know what that's worth And I'll come back to you, in a year or so And rebuild ready to become Oh the person, you believed in Or the person that you used to love If I'm still here hoping, that one day you may come back

my birthdays been kind of lovely.
just missing you.
got an ipod touch, and tickets for the nutcracker ballet on december 5th.

i have a bottle of vicodin,

the worlds best coffee maker with some whipped cream and pumpkin spice,

and an abundance of money i'd like to spend for some new clothes.

i'm fabulously fucked up, and i dont really care.

i'm going to paint water colors on canvas and get lost under dimmed lighting.