Sunday | October 28, 2007

tonight i was an image of the 70's,
and only if i wasnt wearing a costume, it would have
been afabulous dress.
kind of like, in eternal sunshine, but id steall that dress off
of someones back.

one day in my life, ill get one. mm

and i know its bad, but i want everyones life but mine.
i need to suck it up, i need to live, need to laugh..

were all just breakable breakable breakable girls and boys.

life will go on, even if i do not, so i shall live.
and find my emotion in art, because thats when I feel ALIVE.

agh, free spirit, and dolphins in my brain, what a funny joke.
i dont think i was so much offended, as much as i noticed a shift in
one mans conversation.

oh, how i do and do not wish to flatter anyone. whatsoever.
all i think about is love, and i feel like a fool, a dreaded fool.
but, ill stop because if anything.. im feeling like i need no one.
and no thing. only.. this peace of mind, thats obviously lurking around
my head like a cruel joke.
all i need is someone to tell my thoughts to, and listen.
but only with a promise, that they'll never fall in love with me.
god that sounds so terrible, b ut
sometimes i feel like i put a spell on people..
that makes them become dumb in the brain.

bestfriend.