Friday | February 08, 2008
blue flowers
Today, I was in the hospital again for cancer. or the unforgetable "cupcake"
It was a scary place. The stairs are inclined, in such a way that there are spaces in between walls. almost like a labyrinth, You could hear everything, and anything.
I sat in that bed for as long as I can remember, taking notice to the little cracks and spaces in the
mesa walls. something was strange, and beautiful in this. All i wanted to do was escape,
but I was encamped, And with one breath, flowers of blue, Shiane. mystified at their growth from the walls,
supporting my mind whirling into euphoria from the scent of their luminence
And your waiting on me, it seems ive been lying here for days, in a dream. But you come in, and take my hand so willingly.
My sicken body, becomes reclaimed. In some kind of eternal light. We escape the stairs, with spaces in the walls. and Find a passage way, into a place.. where we belong.
I was away, I was free. Playing sleep, as we danced. (Fancy the title)
"Nobody's lost but nobody wins And I cant sleep, I cant speak to you, I cant sleep And so i'm reaching out for the one
And so i've learned the meaning of the sun And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view And watching through my own light As it tints the shade of you Hold my wine hold it in no bodys lost but no body wins
And I can't sleep I can't speak to you I can't sleep"
only quickly if you fall, And if you fall, will you get up stuck in a dream, will you wake up
and if youve found love will you hold on to it and if its cold, will you stay warm drift too far, will you swim towards the shore And if you've found love will you hold on to it
lets just sing and we'll fill the air the melodies that blend together i speak so sweet of words so delicate
like the glass I hope will never shatter.. and here we were standing in the middle, of such a beautiful place,
just to my suprise, one id never gone to before. It was simple, not like aurora. The trees stood tall, brilliant red and orange. Screaming in color, as they were forced to sit still. But in this place, the voices and melody stuck, thick against the trunks of trees and we knew how they were feeling.
And then, we were both hearing it. The music, that filled the depths of our minds. You took my hand, I took yours, and looked into your eyes. We danced, not so much dancing, as becoming free with our bodys, our souls out.. and with our hands, they were able to touch. We can be this, for once. Spinning, and spinning, my body came to yours. Truely facinated.. that you are here, in this place, i never thought Id see your face in. I felt your heart, I know your heart doesnt know where mines been, but Im letting your heart, go where mines been.
we were stepping among the leafs, not dead. blue flowers grow beneath our feet, oh, you are the roots that sleep beneath my feet :)Thrived in luminence from the moon, luminate blue. luminate blue. I hear a heartbeat, coming alive in my ears. so intensely.. and the music faded out, and the scenery was rippling like water.. and vanished.. along with the face, id shared my soul with.
My body comes intact
and its at this point I realize..
Its only a dream.
It was a scary place. The stairs are inclined, in such a way that there are spaces in between walls. almost like a labyrinth, You could hear everything, and anything.
I sat in that bed for as long as I can remember, taking notice to the little cracks and spaces in the
mesa walls. something was strange, and beautiful in this. All i wanted to do was escape,
but I was encamped, And with one breath, flowers of blue, Shiane. mystified at their growth from the walls,
supporting my mind whirling into euphoria from the scent of their luminence
And your waiting on me, it seems ive been lying here for days, in a dream. But you come in, and take my hand so willingly.
My sicken body, becomes reclaimed. In some kind of eternal light. We escape the stairs, with spaces in the walls. and Find a passage way, into a place.. where we belong.
I was away, I was free. Playing sleep, as we danced. (Fancy the title)
"Nobody's lost but nobody wins And I cant sleep, I cant speak to you, I cant sleep And so i'm reaching out for the one
And so i've learned the meaning of the sun And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view And watching through my own light As it tints the shade of you Hold my wine hold it in no bodys lost but no body wins
And I can't sleep I can't speak to you I can't sleep"
only quickly if you fall, And if you fall, will you get up stuck in a dream, will you wake up
and if youve found love will you hold on to it and if its cold, will you stay warm drift too far, will you swim towards the shore And if you've found love will you hold on to it
lets just sing and we'll fill the air the melodies that blend together i speak so sweet of words so delicate
like the glass I hope will never shatter.. and here we were standing in the middle, of such a beautiful place,
just to my suprise, one id never gone to before. It was simple, not like aurora. The trees stood tall, brilliant red and orange. Screaming in color, as they were forced to sit still. But in this place, the voices and melody stuck, thick against the trunks of trees and we knew how they were feeling.
And then, we were both hearing it. The music, that filled the depths of our minds. You took my hand, I took yours, and looked into your eyes. We danced, not so much dancing, as becoming free with our bodys, our souls out.. and with our hands, they were able to touch. We can be this, for once. Spinning, and spinning, my body came to yours. Truely facinated.. that you are here, in this place, i never thought Id see your face in. I felt your heart, I know your heart doesnt know where mines been, but Im letting your heart, go where mines been.
we were stepping among the leafs, not dead. blue flowers grow beneath our feet, oh, you are the roots that sleep beneath my feet :)Thrived in luminence from the moon, luminate blue. luminate blue. I hear a heartbeat, coming alive in my ears. so intensely.. and the music faded out, and the scenery was rippling like water.. and vanished.. along with the face, id shared my soul with.
My body comes intact
and its at this point I realize..
Its only a dream.
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