yesterday, i flew home and i was so sad.

so sad to leave my mom, my brother, you, matt... everything

it breaks my heart into tiny pieces that i have to hold together

you are the only thing that keeps me sane while i return here,

the only thing that keeps my heart from breaking entirely into fine pieces i can't put back together again. So i decided that i need to cheer the hell up, i need to finish these online classes, i need to switch things around so i don't give myself a moment of unpleasantness.

so for new years,

i will keep moving.

i will keep reading.

i will keep loving.

Jack Kerouac

E.E cummings

This blog

A computer game

and the things

i said i'd do in my journal.