i'm tired of the peace war bullshit,
do I really know the experience? of course I don't
but I do know the sympathy of childrens bones,
that deserve much more than a shallow grave,
these actions are to much of a concequence, more than
if they'd misbehaved.
All I want is inner peace, inside of me. hopefully springing like a tree,
flooding my veins, and arming me. With much more than just words,
energy, to possess, and repossess and carry on to others, who feel and
are much weaker than I. We don't need wings to fly.


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thinking of going on a walk but all this is, thinking thinking thinking!
affirmative action now.

to do list: (these help with my ever racing mind!)

• To see the ocean (but not today) (p.s I have before, I just desire)
• To painters tape my room, to move in the burnt orange on my walls
• get orchids, but the fake kind to wrap around things.
• sand my floors!
• sand my dresser, and get new knobs (this is a new project even if I WONT be here for long.)
• clean my room in the first place!

I'd like to see this once again too, I remember the still quiet, of being in this place, and being followed by a fox, that thought he was too clever, with a man with ice, in his heart.