Thursday | April 10, 2008

to whom do i get to share my meaningful mind garbage to??!

everyone wants something to sweep them off of their feet, and theres points in time..
when life.. or just a person does that. but, where do we go, from the euphoria of love,
some cheap thrill, until its over, and you're the broken rollercoaster. thoughts and feelings
could never shift up and down so easily if not for love. leaving me paralyzed, not hypnotized.
leaving me, hypnotized.. but not paralyzed. or maybe sometimes we
all just.. search so hard. Want only certain things, and throw them away with everything else
that isnt perfect about a human being. im being harsh, .
for everything you did and didnt say.. wanted to.. but didnt anyways.

and for everything you did, that left me in a trance, so oblivious.
for everything you did, and said.. to make me feel so small, and obsolete.
or for the safety of being so small, when youre so big, and absolute.

i really dont know where to go from here.


so i guess, ill just
... be really excited, to write, and sing more songs.
REALLY. we're bustin out:P!