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My stomach is acheing.

I'd really like to watch Lost in Translation.
I've been craving that movie, is that even possible? I don't know.
I really just love scarlet johanson, and especially and particularly Bill Murray.

Or just how its not even so much a romance, and its just two people at entirely different places in their lives coming together. I'm not here giving a detailed review

I just remember the first time I saw it, It was 6 in the morning, I hadnt gone to bed.. The ending of summer it was sunny, yet still foggy outside, I sat in my living room floor just intently peering in this movie, and the ending song 'just like honey' had totally sent me soaring off like some movies do. Where you feel such a welling happiness inside of you, that it drives you entirely insane from the type of inspiration you feel.

Or walking around barefoot that very same week with Marrea, another sunny summer day, finding things and little bottles in the lakes sand beds, and just walking around in general and laying in the grass painting on rocks we'd stole from parking lots. Just the summer sun, and dresses and not really caring about much except for feeling free. Like we do.

I mean, I love feeling free. Last night I was free, free to spin around barefoot in my front lawn when it was raining. I love the smell of rain, I was talking to mark about the earthworms in michigan (+ places with such climates) walking home or just walking around puddles with the millions of little earth worms inside, just festering really. It just has such a distinctive smell.

I am cold, other than that, I'm completely wonderful.